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Wednesday, August 29, 2007,6:05 PM

woah.havent blogged for so long im almost afraid to come here and see my blog in its full,decaying glory.but it's sill ok i suppose.least some people still tagged.gives it some semblance of life.

doing nyaa.shitty stuff.i think it's a waste of time but at least im almost done.shirlene tieh'll be after my blood if i dont give it in by friday.and ive still go to do zheng's ying yong wen and bao zhang compo.and er.physics toy which i have no F@$%ING idea how to solder.in other words,ive got my work cut out for me.and eoys are drawing nearer than ever.im so depressed i could almost pass for american.

anyway.before i log off to pull my life out of the rut it's in,did you know that eating one bag of lay's sour cream and onion makes you wanna shit and eating one bag of lay's barbeque chips makes you wanna hurl? at least it works that way for me.

there.im officially not in the right state of mind.

"I want my Prozac!I need it you moron,I'm legally depressed!."

Thursday, August 02, 2007,11:05 PM

damn.havent updated for such a long time.mostly because ive been deprived of comp time by my mum who's still a tiny bit upset about my quitting jap,and who is convinced that im a hopeless case for the eoys.she seriously thinks im going to die for the eoys.cant-pass-a-single-subject kind of die.i know i dont set myself up as good student but sheez man.give me more credit than that.i'll be smart when i have to be.

ah yes.the question that will bug me you for all eternity.
WHAT IN ABE'S GREEN TEA,MITSUBISHI ENGINES AND KINOKUNIYA MANGAS MADE ME QUIT JAP???
because i suck.plain and simple.and that is the one subject i am confident of failing.absolutely no hope for it.none.zilch.nada.and it would seriously kill my average.so.there.call me a quitter (and i have been) but at least i know when to pull out.it's not a matter of having been studying it for 4 years and "giving it up".i never saw the end of sec 4 as the "end".the studying of a language takes more than 4 years of classes and tests.just because i've stopped, doesnt mean i've stopped.

ok.it's late.better stop.mum's not feeling too hot about me being on the comp now.