it's tuesday.finally.ive been waiting for this day for months.now i can start to countdown the hours.

ok so for those not in the know,i'll be leaving for uk at midnight tonight and will be back on the 8th.i accept all requests for london goods at a very small baggage handling fee :) contact me personally for details.

er.i dont think there's anything else to say.i'll save the talking for after the trip.but for those who will so miss me over the course of the next week or so,and for the sake of my own overblown ego,i leave you with this super zai,uber cool picture yehui took of me after lifeskill's camp :)




i cant believe today was the last day of the term.didnt feel like it at all.no fervent goodbyes,no happy-holidays-see-you-soon-i'll-miss-yous.i couldnt be in a less june hols mood.

i suppose im too tired.im feeling very drained physically and emotionally.partly from the sabats.but im feeling a strange sense of satisfaction and acheivement after not ponning this week of advanced bio lessons.i actually managed to learn something.i thought i wouldnt survive the next 5 days after monday's lesson but i stuck it out and now im starting to find bio...dare i say it...fun?somewhat.i dont know.

waiting for the uk trip's killing me man.it's seriously killing me.and now with nothing to keep my mind off it,i dot think i'll live through the weekend.

im feeling crazy right now and i wish i could type sense and get my feelings in check but it's not really working.so er.fuck.i dont know.


okok i take back what i said about sabats yesterday.today's sabats was really fun :) mainly because vanda ho was totally pwning all the bio questions and our group managed to get from last place to first.but the murder thing was pretty fun too.so csi-ish without the crappy forensic science cliches :)

i should probably get started on holiday homework seeing as i'll be away for slightly more than a week.bah.the holiday hasnt even started and im thinking about how to spend it on work.

im tired.i want to watch a movie.i think i'll go and sleep.

BLAKE FOR IDOL



~2 more days till school's out! 6 more days to uk!~


arrr.havent been blogging.sorry.

sabats sucks man.it totally sucks.what advanced life science??!if i wanted to know all this, i would have taken bio.but obviously i didnt.so stop pumping me with useless information about peptose-propase-retroviruspolypeptide.ARGH.i spend 50% of the pretending to look interested while my mind drifts and 40% of the time checking the clock at 5 minute intervals.the rest of the time...well...i actually listen.but 3 solid minutes of listening usually results in me entering a semi-comatose state where i smile blankly and seemingly enthusiastically at the teacher.if not for vanda and yehui i would seriously pon school for the rest of the week.

the new house is only gonna be done in january cos the contractor is a fat lazy slob.that sucks.i wanted to have a sleepover during the dec hols :( meanwhile,im thumbing through catalogues filled with different models of toiletbowls,showerheads and similar sanitary fittings.it's pretty fun actually.moved into my current abode when i was one so i never really got to design my own room.hmmm.they've got toiletbowls that look like sinks and sinks that look like toiletbowls...interesting experionce it'll be for the fellow who mixes them up...

ive started packing for uk! :D i got my luggage out and put in the tops,sweater,jacket and a coupla pants.dad went to change money for me too.erm.dont think i'll disclose how much he gave me but it's more than i'd ever ask for and im really really touched.makes me all soft and gooey inside when my dad's so sweet :)

~3 more days till school's out! 7 more days to uk!~


gave back the laptops today :( ive actualy gotten really attatched to that little black rectangle.it's seriously handy during LA and IH.haiz.im gonna miss it :(

im through with probability.stupid topic's pissing me off.and to think i used to like it.grumble grumble.

char's going to china in 3 days :( i want char and van van to go to uk with me.I WANT CHAR and VAN VAN :'(

this little post has 3 sad faces and one crying face.i must be feeling really sad.michael buble's not making it any better.

this post is so disjointed.2 days to debate.er.no last words.


i swear,some people's lives are straight out of a storybook and they dont even know it.

got back lit term paper today.westvik's a quick marker.got a decent 70%,considering the highest mark was 71% and that honour goes to rebecca and jiaying :) hah.and we did it a day before the deadline.jac and i are the kings of procrastination.we seriously rock at this kinda stuff.i even dreamt we did well 2 weeks ago :) westvik just informed us of another assignment we have to do over the june hols cause,considering the highest mark's 71%,some people obviously didnt do very well.it was actually an optional assignment but some peeps have got to salvage their sia mark so we're all roped in on it.

meanwhile,things arent going so well for LA,jap and debate comp.firstly,cant churn out shit for the temasek essay comp so mrs seah asked me to redo another self initiated piece and sucks to those who think im going to attempt an expository piece.could tell she was disappointed though.but im suffering from a really serious case of writer's block.one more week of this crap and im running headfirst into a wall.and LA portfolio due on thurs and i cant find 2/3 of all the stuff we're supposed to put in.blessed are the meek but cursed are the untidy.no one ever empathises with the individuals who have learned to live in harmony with chaos.

and jap.oh god jap.today's lesson was HORRIBLE.we had listening and i only got 1 out of 3 questions right.i couldnt understand 99% of what the stupid woman was saying.it sounded like "oishiikawaiifujitsutoyota.sahimisashimisushi.
chawanmushisonyplaystationiwojima.watashiwabakabakaBAKA."
it was absolutely terrifying.

and debate.HAH.i almost feel like laughing when i say that word.i wont even call it a competition.it's more like a beat-up-408-free-for-all fight club.come watch us on thursday! i promise there'll be blood.


i just realised that the uk trip isnt that far off...it's just 2 diary pages and the f***ed up debate competition away...dont know if i should start packing cause that means having to haul the suitcase dowm from the cupboard and standing it in a corner of my room as a daily reminder of the trip.but i probably should start...need to dig up all the jackets and socks and stuff.

anyone know if emirates is any good?like the inflight entertainment and stuff.if the entertainment's crap then ive gotta start planning what i'll be up to during the 13 hour flight.i'll probably sit beside mrs seah and whistle "it's a small world" ad infinitum.or i'll sing high school musical songs off key to huihui :D i cant wait.

dropped by the new house at thompson today.we're getting started on the renovations after the old guy and his wife finally moved out.they were taking forever man.we got it in jan and they just moved out cos the guy's wife was very anal about staying there till after cny and qingming.but i cant blame them i guess.they've lived there for 60 years.it's a colonial era house or something like that.i didnt realise how big it was till i walked round the back today.but we're extending the walls so i dont think there'll be much space around the house after that.my only grouse is that my sis is getting the room at the front of the house and it's bigger and it has a balcony.but im not complaining.much.cos my new room really is way bigger than my current one so im trying to be thankful and contented.i think.i'll have a sleepover when it's completed :)


ann ann,vanda,char and huihui came over last night to discuss the debate thingy.we did.a little.we kinda had a mini debate but then we realised how incompetent and inept we were and gave up in the end :) we're probably gonna lose i think.but last night was fantastic.it's the kind of night that'll last forever.we were all just sitting there and talking late into the night and it didnt seem like it'd end even though we all knew it would and didnt want it to.i wouldnt give up last night for winning the debate comp or for a million bucks ever :)


Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me


debate comp's crap.got some pissifying topic about women in politics.the environment,i dont mind.nature of man,i dont mind.but women?!politics?!god.i hate discussing women's rights and politics.and we just had to get that one.god.gotta brace myself for a numbing amount of boring research.i should let yehui take my place.she'll be so excited.feminist.

cant wait for the uk trip :D yehui and i cant stop discussing it in school.i bet we're gonna get a serious hangover when we get back.3 more weeks.just need to endure 3 more weeks of school.


oh god im suffering from writer's block.it's been going on for quite a long while,but i never realised the severity of it.i used to be able to pick up a pen and write whatever i want,whenever i want but nowadays nothing's coming out.ive got so many thought flowing through my mind and a blank piece of paper in front of me but i cant write anything.i feel so disgusted by myself.all my puerile attempts at writing anything substantial results in childish,irrational nonsense.nothing i write makes sense.nothing i write flows.the words dont fit.everything's just shit.DAMMIT ALL.


just got scolded by my dear mother for getting an A2 for math instead of an A1.woopdedoo.im not really satisfied with it being an A2 either cos i really thought i could get above 40 this time.i thought i'd finally got it.this was the one.but evidently this isnt hollywood.still,she didnt have to rub it in.i know my life's gonna be so fucking wasted cos i didnt get an A1 for a math test i took on the 2nd of may 2007 when i was 16 years old.im gonna bum around and sell crack in the ghettos of cairo when i get kicked out of school,be put into a maximum security prison for mass murder and get shot trying to escape from myself.or maybe i should just stick my hands palms up in a meat slicer.that'll do myself and the world some good.

some life.


today is such a beautiful day :) went to watch spiderman 3 and when we came out of the theatre the sun was shining bright and the wind was picking up and it was absolutely gorgeous.my sis's supposed to walk the dog later but i think i'll join her.it's too good a day to miss.

im in such a good mood.i think it's because now that all the tests and exams are over, there's nothing standing between me and the uk trip :D i feel like packing even though it's still about 3 weeks away.

it's good to be young.


didnt watch spiderman 3 afterall.we didnt book tickets and being a friday night, all the timeslots were full.ah heck.i'll watch it with my family.but char bought me a sushi dinner :) then we kinda walked to heeren and did nothing then we met yehui at far east and spent the rest of the night there.char got me a shirt and yehui got like...i dunno 10 pairs of shoes or something.went back at 10+.ive actually never been out so late with friends before.oh well.but it's fun.

i was feeling really thoughful yesterday cos i sort of found out who my true friends are.and it made me feel worse than finding out who the fakers and haters are cos i realised that i had been taking all these fantastic people for granted.i dont really bother about who hates me or whatever though im sure there's quite alot of people out there who want to shove a pie in my face.but it's when i forget to count the people who really care in my list of blessings that makes me feel so ungrateful.so.in no particular order:

angela,mengyun,char,huihui,vanda,sicheng,sera,eunice,lingying,zeena tan,jac,jiamin,machi,miao,yingx,yangx,shiru,fausty,jiaying,irene canmon han,eileen:

i love you guys so so much and i just realised how wonderful it is to have all of you in my life.im sorry if im blunt or unconcerned or distant sometimes.it doesnt mean you arent anything to me.no matter how long you have been or how long you'll be in my life,you've made a difference.you guys are my world.

argh.so mushy.but it's all true :)


just had chinese compo mid-year exams.dont really see the point of it though.it's only 4% of our overall mark.chinese paper 2 in 45 mins time.hand's kinda tired.

didnt watch the bon jovi american idol cos i didnt know it was bon jovi.would have watched if i knew.but char pulled me to watch blake sing you give love a bad name on youtube.i thought it was pretty nice and cool.but then i heard the original and i dont really like it that much anymore.but it's still pretty cool.

going out with char and yehui later.char wants to get me a shirt for my birthday present and since her dear zach took the shirt meant for me,we're going out to get one today :) and we're going to watch spiderman 3 :) yay.


taking my time to relax today.partly brcause the test period's over but also because I had the BEST MATH TEST EVER today.i cant believe i just said that.but it was fantastic.i actually had time to check. i thought it was really easy and totally unexpected from ong yen chin.but im not complaining.if i dont get above 40 for this test i wont get it for any other math test.

im playing some pseudo-romeo for LA oral presentation so im trying to emote lurve.cant though.asked weejiamin the most experienced and emotional woman i know what it feels like to be in love.she promised to write me an essay on that in french class but after that she said she couldnt.oh well.so im kinda floundering on my own now.

i think i still should go do some work.fels unnatural not to do any on a weekday.physics maybe.


the rine is falling on the pline agine.

haha.ok whatever.but it is raining!another morning where i didnt have to walk my dog.this is getting to be a habit...but who can blame me? who wants to walk around in the chilly morning with something that's only interested in peeing to it's heart's content?it's so much nicer to lie in bed and dream about dragons and faraway lands and extra sleep.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz


im supposed to ne studying math.and bathing.and switching off the computer.but im not.haha.im blogging.

yesterday's combined sports meet was super high!!! :D ive never been so high at csms before but then you know how jasmine went on about passivity of our school spirit during our contact time with the principal and i realised that i had spent the last 3 years of my life loving nanyang but not bothering so show it.and what's the point of that?!so.i spent the whole of yesterday running around and cheering my heart out and waving the Nanyang flag like there's no tomorrow.and i had fun.it's so much better than just vegetating in the stands and complaining that the whole thing's a bore and it's hot and humid.so i had a really good time yesterday :) especially the teacher's relay race!i was really looking forward to that one cos mr shone was in it.so even before it began i was screaming and yelling and running and cheering and jumping and the finishing line was flanked with nanyang girls and when mr shone crossed the finishing line first we just exploded.it was fantastic.when the first runners started everyone was screaming and by the last leg i was practically frothing at the mouth.to give you an impression of what i was like :

GONANYANGGOGOOOOOO*chokes and splutters*
GONANYANGNANYANGMRSHONEMRSHONEGOGOGO
AHHHH*cough*cough*AHHHHHRUUUUUUUUUNNNNN

yup.so i was really tied at the end of the day.and what's with waving the flag and all.i wanted to stop but this photographer was taking pictures for the coffee table book and when i tried to walk away he asked mt to go back.it felt like i was kayaking after a while.

after sports day went for lunch with ann ann,lua lua,hannie and suxiang at the hc poolside cafe.yummy :) had to buy a peace offering of chocolate hello panda for my sis cos i wore her hwachong shirts without permission :P then i went home to sleep :)

happy day :)

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