it's raining!it's raining!if this keeps up for another 30 minutes i wont have to walk the dog this morning! :D it was raining pretty hard at 3 wih thunder and lightning and all but it stopped at about 4 and i was quite upset.but now it's raining again! :D not that my dog will be too keen for a walk i think.he's been sitting up with me the whole night so i think he's pretty tired.yup he's asleep now.

hm.but there's CSM later...maybe they'll postpone it.goody.need to study math.

haha.cant believe it's finally the 30th of april.term paper due today.i can remember when jac and i kept slacking off in feb and march,thinking we still had alot of time to do it and how we requested that the deadline for the paper be 31st april :P well we fnially got it done.yesterday.it's not fantastic i think but it'll do.


yes yes im finally blogging.

yestrerday was a pretty surreal day.friday's usually are cos the week leaves me so zonked and im on the verge of passing out on fridays.so i kinda floated the day through.and then during last period chinese zheng made us do another li jie wen da.my energy level was near zero then so i just slumped on my desk and enjoyed the sound of my pen scratching the paper.didnt really think much.but she alows us to hand it in next monday before the sports meet :)

napfa after school.then went back to class to blast music and watch vanda do her li jie and yehui do her IH sbq and some other people do random stuff.and then lisyn suddenly said she was hungry and wanted to go to macs and then the whole room practically exploded with people saying "I WANT TO GO TO MACS TOO!" "GO KAP!" "GO SERENE!" "ISLAND CREAMERY!"

so lisyn,suxiang,ann ann,vera,yuhan,yehui,vanda and i went to macs and island creamery.so i had macs for dinner and island creamery for dessert :D and we did alot of crazy things like mixing all the ice cream and macs sauces and coke and sprite and left over rice from my burger and i ate it :) wasnt that bad.just tastes like some sweet mixture.then vanda's mum came so she left and yehui had to go back to the boarding school and the rest went to watch the debate and i went home and was asleep by 8 o'clock :D

i love days like that.it makes the world seem like a beautiful place to live in again.especially the spontaneous outing.i think that's the best part about being a student.you're young,you've got friends,you've got things to do,you go out and do crazy things and even when you're not,you feel like you're the coolest people in the world :)


i was about to switch off the comp and prepare for bed when i remembered i had to blog.geez.

I finally got started on my term paper that is due next week!!! :D it's going pretty well.was typing and typing and typing till my mum came and nagged at me to do my work and made me lose my train of thought completely and i couldnt continue.so i just filed down all the rough edges and i'll continue tomorrow.i was starting to ramble anyway.if i continue at this rate there wont be anything left for jacqueline to write.

i hate it when teachers say "later" when they mean "no".it's like they cant say the bloody word due to their overwhelming tact.they dont want to hurt our fragile feelings...*sniff*sniff*.so they have to lie to placate us.stuff the "later" lollipop in our mouths then run like the wind.im not five,i can handle the truth.i want the truth.

what was that all about?

i must sleep now.got jap tomorrow.bloody hell.


just a short post because im tired and im busy.

hah.i finished the math worksheet that mrs chew says we have to hand in next week.for once in my life i finished a math assignment on the day we were given it.but only because it's probability,which,as mrs chew says,is trivial.stupid word that mathematicians always use.yeah,yeah,trivial indeed.and i finally did the ying yong wen that's like...coming to two weeks overdue?thankfully ive been a very good,hardworking student in zheng lao shi's class so she's not mad at me and told me to hand it in tomorrow.

So.Still working on my power essay.going to start actually,once im done blogging.i have this feeling that im never gonna finish it...arrr.that sounds bad.

still cant get photograph out of my head.now there's another song playing in there as well.the "loverly" song from my fair lady.they're both so contrasting and they're playing at the same time.

All I want is a room somewhere
Far away from the cold night air
With one enormous chair
Oh wouldn't it be loverly?

Lots of chocolates for me to eat
Lots of coal making lots of heat
Warm face, warm hands, warm feet
Oh wouldn't it be loverly?

Someone's head resting on my knee
Warm and tender as she can be
Who'd take good care of me
Oh wouldn't it be loverly?


I didn't blog yesterday...You can't do anything about it...nyah nyah nyah...neener neener neener...

Anyway.I didnt blog because I had tuition for the whole day and then at night I went to watch The Phantom of the Opera!!! :D yay.i like.the sets were really elaborate and pretty.and the chandelier was woohoo.i didnt really like this christine's rendition of think of me.i didnt really like...the breathing.i dont know how to say it.she breathed too much.or something.i dont know.but i loved the phantom.the first word that came to mind when i heard his voice was insolent.and i like that about the phantom.his insolent presence,his insolent demands and his insolent love for christine.so i think his voice worked out very nicely.and of course,what's a good play without merchandising.so i got a nice pullover that i can wear to uk in june.my sis got a phantom mask necklace and a tee and i got leeqi's programme and necklace.freaking ex.i bet they wouldnt make half as much if they didnt sell these things.but i guess that's how they pay for all the props,which were really good did i mention?

i love the theatre.i feel more inspired after stepping out of the theatre than the cinema.it's the human touch i guess.every performance is different and not just some stop and play spectacle for the masses.

speaking of inspired.im finally getting a move on my power essay which..is..due..tomorrow...*grits teeth* sorta got the first para out.god is mrs seah going to kill me for my tardiness.


finally managed to get a new pair of school shoes after walking around in a pair that was falling apart for the past 3 weeks.they're nike all white basketball shoes.real sweet.it's got the words "supreme" and "court" printed in an old english font on the right and left tongues of the shoes.ive actually got them on now as im typing...

i cant believe i just gushed about my shoes.oh god.im turning stupid.


now my cousin's complaining that she blogs pages and pages and im blogging in paragraph.no plural.okok.im trying.in case you havent realised,the singapore school system is alot more taxing than the canadian one.not to mention less stupid rules.spent 3 hours ging from one shopping centre to another trying to find school shoes with no more than a speck of colour on it in a size that fit me.excuse my french but it's the fucking stupidest rule i've ever heard.they just cant be less anal rententive and let us wear shoes that are >80% white.

Arrrr...dead tired.when my clock rang this morning i got such a shock i sat straight up like you see in those vampire movies.made me feel a little woozy.then when i came to school this morning i fell asleep on the bench and nearly rolled off.that gave me a shock too.couldnt sleep after that.the day's lessons were pretty boring too.if it wasnt for physics at the end of the day i wouldnt have bothered to stay awake.

miao and some people were watching the virginia tech psycho's video today.haiz.what can i say.it's a crazy world.there's a special report by time magazine.there's this small column describing some of the victims,like what they were majoring in and stuff like that.but the one that struck me was a single sentence about one Jeremy Herbstritt.It reads "Engineering graduate student Jeremy Herbstritt was voted Most Talkative by his high school class."when i read that sentence i could almost see him sitting at the back of a classroom talking,oblivious to the teacher who has stopped teaching to stare at him.i almost chuckled because it's such a funny,ordinary classroom scene.It's the kind of thing you'd say to your partner,or children,or grandchildren on one of those lazy days perfect for remmiscing.or the kind of thing you talk about at class reunions.

"You know back when I was in high school,I was voted most talkative by my class." or
"Hey Jeremy,remember how you were voted most talkative in class?" or when he meets hois old teacher and he's his same old self
"Herbstritt,I bet you've never stopped talking since you left high school."

i dont usually get emotional but this thing's indescribable.despicable.it's crazy.the whole thing's fucking crazy.you've got a whole page of young,beautiful people staring at you and they're all dead.now he's dead.he's finally stopped talking hasnt he.he's stopped.and yet we havent.


today was the best physics lesson ever!if we keep up this kind of discussion i'll want to go to school everyday :) but of course my mum had to spoil my good mood as mothers are wont to do when i told her about it.after i told her how mr shone talked to us about black holes and space and all that she started nagging about how knowing all this wont help me get an A in my exam and some other shit.got really pissed at her and she tried to make up by suggesting we go to island creamery but i turned her down.was really very angry with her.

other than that,today's been a pretty good day.finally got to play tennis after 2 weeks off.i think my serve's pretty good for someone who's never even learnt how to do it properly.except that i keep hitting too hard and the ball keeps going out.but tennis's getting really fun.much more fun than when i tried to pick it up 4 years ago.

and mrs seah granted me an extension for the essay :D i was worrying about it the whole of last night cos it's not very healthy to receive the stare of death two days in a row.we need to do more of anthony in LA.brutus's a swell guy and all but anthony's way cooler.

im addicted to nickelback's photograph.it irritate's the hell out of vandy the fendy the panty.


haiz.stupidly told mrs seah i'd show her my power essay tomorrow.so i've got to grind it out tonight.argh.i didnt really want to say "tomorrow" but she was giving me the cold,evil stare of death and i just blurted out whatever would appease her.so...more work tonight.thought i could relax a bit after the physics test.but she gave me some pretty helpful essays for reference.

been playing with the rubik's cube these few days.messed up mine and was never able to put it back together.but sicheng can do one face and two layers so she's been teaching me.

one more week before math test.


trying not to swear...as mrs seah said,it doesnt say much about you when you use those kind of words.but the chem test was really fu- argh!dont say it.it was bad.as i was doing the test i actually thought i might do pretty well but then...oh well.never mind.IT WAS FUCKING SHIT DAMMIT.there.i said it.one fucking wrong answer and the whole question's wrong.the whole thing's plain shit.

im in a bad mood.

and we got the news that we'll be moving out of our aircon tablet pc lab.gotta return the tablets by 9th week.

physics test tomorrow.then a breather during the bio history geog week before math.

existence is meaningless,resistance is futile.


i cant believe i'm blogging.argh!im such a slacker.but you know sometimes you study to a point where it seems that you know everything already and it seems pointless to reread the notes.but then of course you go sit for the test and get like 25/40 or something...

on a happier note,i managed to do 5 perfect handstands to day :D i think im actually getting the hang of it.and i did 2 with absolutely no practice beforehand.i was just kinda bragging to my sis that i managed a handstand today and she asked me to show her so i jumped off the bed and did.AND I DID 2 PERFECTLY.hah.ok so i admit,it was against the wall.but still,ive never managed a handstand ever since the age of 8.and im no gymnast.practice pays off :)

bad news yangx.my sis spilt some of the rusty water so our yield's probably gone down 50%.need more nails i think.


today was such a gloomy day.didnt get out of the house at all.jac came and we planned the skeleton of our term paper.now all we have to do is to write it...then revised chem.tried to do a bit of physics but couldnt get anything in.then i watched wuthering heights which mister calvin lee lent me and it made me even more depressed.
got tagged by leeqi.
Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

1.i used to eat my boogers.used to.sort of.

2.when i like a song,i'll loop it and listen to it for about two weeks on end.

3.i really cant understand why girls act the way they do.they\re so...interdependent.

4.explosions excite me.

5.i love watching b-grade monster movies.snakes,bats,crocs...seen 'em all.

6.when i was a kid i wanted to be a pirate.a real pirate.those that carry cutlasses and live life on the high seas and go ARR,AYE AYE CAPTAIN and drink rum by the barrel and never bathe and and revel late into the night after plundering the queen's new ship.that's the life.not like the crap we have in the malaccan straits now.

6 peeps tagged by me
-char
-yingx
-sis
-eileen
-fausty
-machi


I'm blogging i'm blogging...geez.
i went to the ptm yesterday.had to go because HCJC was having a ptm for their J1s at the same time so i went in place of my mum.met char,ann ann,suxiang,vera and vanda there.i was gonna walk over and give vanda a punch but i saw someone looking like her mum standing next to her and decided against it.saw mr khong too but he daoed me cos someone's mum wanted to talk to him.ended up sitting with vanda and punched her anyway.spent most of our time discussing subject combis and people on probation cos it was a waste of time really.it's basically everything they told us about JC subject combis and eoy sabats.
what to blog what to blog...oh yeah.my near death experience yesterday.my stomach started cramping up after the run during PE yesterday.it was only a little painful and first and it got worse and worse.ms chang told me to sit out of PE but it got really bad and i had to go to the toilet to throw up.i literally broke out in cold sweat and i thought i was gonna die and rot in the toilet.couldnt even stand cos i couldnt feel my feet.the worse part was the pain came and went so just when you think you're feeling better an entire wave of agony crashes over you again.it was really frightening.somehow managed to crawl back to the tennis courts after a while and char and ms chang and some other people i cant remember brought me to the sick bay where i slept through physics :( that's the only thing i regret.i missed physics :( but anyway i woke up feeling loads better and went for chinese.
yup.that was my day.a bit more interesting then it usually is.


finally get a bit of computer time.the reason i havent been blogging is because ive been working,believe it or not.been preparing for the physics and chem test next week.there's seriously alot to study especialy for physics.just taking a slight breather today cos i dont feel too tired so i'll be able to put in some nice solid work for a couple of hours after dinner.so there.i didnt not blog because im lazy.on the contrary,i didnt blog because im not lazy.
still got the expository essay to do...*twiddles thumbs*.you know i should be given a choice of whether i want to hand in the first draft or not.so i really shouldnt need to hand in tomorrow if i dont want to...but i fear risking the possibility of receiving the cold,merciless stare of death from mrs seah...dammit.
eileen dropped by and gave me my present today!a vader pencil case and a huge star wars poster.I LOVE EILEEN :DD i promised to give her a bungalow with pink walls and a hot guy in the tub for her birthday.
eat bananas.they're good for you.


yingx i swear,there's seriously not enough happening in my life to blog about.though that might change if you make a little surprise visit...
so.even though there's really nothing worthwhile going on in my life,i shall have to blog to humour my cousin.
let's see,hmm,i have a bloody IH test tomorrow,a chinese test tomorrow, and an essay that's due thursday that i havent even started and havent an inkling how to start!yay me.there's a physice test next week on heat and electricity that i must try to understand and reversible reactions in chem is completely lost on me.oh and how could i forget.a term paper for lit.2000 words by the end of this month on how the evil in shakespearean plays are portrayed through human emotions.oh and by the way,my room's mosquito infested and my dog's breath stinks.
on a lighter note...i managed a 9/10 for a math quiz.and i did pretty well for the compre test i was convinced i was gonna fail cos i was in a bad mood the day that i did it.the winds of fortune seem to be changing.
ok whatever.now that we're past dealing with inconsequential things like education...we went to buy macaroons today!and i got a little frosted lemon fairy cake as well.yummy :D the chocolate macaroons from da paolo are fantastic!they're soft and chewy and thick and satisfying.well,at least something made my day.
so.im off to study for my IH test now,wish me luck but i wont count on it.
the world's a beautiful place~!save for global warming.


tomorrow's a holiday!!! :D i love living in a multiracial multi-religous country.so many holidays.
got dragged to math remedial by angie,jeanne and hannie today.i really didnt want to go but they didnt give me much choice...i feel quite thankful now actually.as mrs chew said,i should be grateful that i have such good friends :) i mean, it's not like they need much coaching in math themselves but they still go and pull me along as well.at least some people know what's good for me.yay.i love ANN ANN and jeanne and hannie :D
evening's are a great time.sitting in the semidarkness,listening to optimistic songs and knowing that there's a long weekend ahead makes you feel alive.


im sick.gahh.it's sort of a slight sore throat stuffy nose headachy thing.some would call it a flu i guess.but i dont feel very fluish.i think i caught it from mrs chew when she was hovering around me trying to teach me integration yesterday.thanks mrs c.unfortunately i dont get math concepts that quick.
that is why im free from the clutches of institutionalised education today and im sitting at home sipping tea in the middle of the day :) yay me.
got the gloves from vandy the fandy the panties yesterday.they're cool man.thanks :)
unfortunately,i'll be back at school tomorrow to give that dastardly IH presentation.


my excuse for not blogging yesterday is that i was too tired and too lazy :)
i cant ever seem to get off my lazy ass to get work done during the weekends.i spend my weekdays being ridiculously hardworking and tiring myself out and when i acutally have time to work during the weekends i sleep or slack off.dammit.and there's quite a bit of work due next week.
argh.my laziness is killing me.

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