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Monday, October 30, 2006,10:30 PM

damn.everyone's flying off before the nz people.even vietnam cip's flying off on the 5th or something.damn.and huihui's going tomorrow.dont know abt vanda.
im getting kinda sick of sitting around at home.i mean the tv's great and goong's great and the comp's not all bad but it get kinda boring.i know ive got a checklist of things to do but when the holidays hit you they hit real hard man ;) i seriously need to learn how to appreciate my holidays.

Thursday, October 26, 2006,9:20 PM

i feel like changing my blog skin ;)
im resisting the urge to get a goong skin.that's so fan girl.but fate isnt helping.the top 2 ten most recent skins on blogskins.com are gong skins and 2 goong skins have been skins of the day during the past month.
Must....fight.....the.....temptation.....

,8:45 PM

this year has past crazy fast man.i seriously cant believe the school year is over.maybe it's because i feel that i haven't accomplished much over the course of this year.
but whatever.IT'S THE START OF THE HOLIDAYS!!!HAHAHA!!!I LOVE THE HOLIDAYS!!!!
there's so much i want to do that i never had a chance to do during the year.now it's time to do some real self initiated learning :)
i realised that ive never really appreciated the holidays before.the most i remember of my past year end hols is vegetating in front of the television in a sugar-overdose induced haze.though it is pretty relaxing,ive decided that life is short and i should grab this wonderful opportunity where there's no school work to bog me down to do whatever really interests me :D after all,this is my last chance to do a bit of self improvement before this wasted year is over.
MY HOLIDAY TO DO LIST
1)Learn korean on my own :)
2)Brush up on jap :P and trigo :(
3)Read up on physics that really interests me
4)Teach my dog a new trick
5)READ.ALOT.Especially chinese which has started to interest me again.
6)Pack my room.Maybe.

Sunday, October 22, 2006,11:12 AM

my mum's still pretty pissed off but she's not acting as bad as I expected.it still sucks though.last night I was lying in bed thinking about going to changi airport by myself and flying off to NZ for 10 days with $100 dollars in my pocket and then having to explain to the teachers in charge why i'd be spending the entire free day on the bus or in the hotel and i felt terrible.and then i realised that the china peeps are flying off today and tomorrow so huihui and vanda wont be in school and it made me feel even worse.hao jue wang de gan jue... :( they wanted to give me a treat at island creamery last friday to cheer me up but i was afraid my mum would blow up again if i went home late so i said no :( i should have gone.i forgot they were leaving for china so soon.
and now that my mum's angry with me of course my sister has to jump in and be the good girl and my mother oh so loves her cos she's "studying so hard for the o levels".HAH.she's such a faker.she told my mum she's given up the computer when that's obviously so not true and she's been watching goong on it.and she said she's also sweared off blogging.WTH?i just saw her computer and she's blogging.my mum just doesnt know it cos she's using a bloody laptop and all she has to do is slam the top down when my mum walks into her room.
and to top it all off i havent told my dad about my math yet.i swear the only reason i want to do well in school is so that i dont have to see my dad look so disappointed.ARGH.and he'll have to know ultimately cos he'll ask me why im only bringing $100 to NZ yada yada.dammit.fuck the world.

,11:12 AM

Friday, October 20, 2006,2:50 PM

my mum found out about my math last night.it was horrible.really horrible.i think she's gonna be angry with me for 2 months or more.god.and school's closing soon.im gonna be locked at home with her 24/7 for 2 months.it's really terrible when she's angry,especially over a long period of time cos she finds something to pick on everyday and it snowballs and she's got the worst temper ive ever known.i hate it when she flares up and she's bound to do so everyday for the next few months.
now she's taken my handphone(so please dont sms/call my hp) on top of my computer and she's threatened alot of other stuff which knowing her,she most probably will carry out.like she wont fetch me to the airport when im leaaving for nz,she's only giving me $100 for the trip,she doesnt want anything to do with me just to name a few.i know she has a right to be angry but i seriously think she's overreacting.it's a freaking mark for god's sake.what difference will it make by doing all this shit.everytime i dont do well she acts like i killed the president.and when she was screaming at me last night she said she bet jacqueline did better than me then when i said other people did worse she said she wasnt interested in "other people".
im so sick of everything.i dont wanna go home.

Thursday, October 19, 2006,3:15 PM

wow.i havent blogged for such a long time.and honestly i dont miss it.probably cos life after the exams is so boring.nothing to do at school except watch goong and play cards.though it is pretty fun :)
my dog came back 2 days ago.he's been staying with my cousin for a couple of years but they're moving to canada so he came back.it's really sweet to have something greet you happily when you go home and entertain you at all hours of the day.and it was so cute the way you could see he remembered everything about the house.i love my dog so much.he sleeps in my room now so he's the first and last thing i see everyday :D though he does get a little crazy at night when a car horns and disturbs his sleep.
ive just discovered that yehui likes yul.she's got all these pics of him in her that she obviously googled.omg.she doesnt seem the type :P

Sunday, October 15, 2006,1:53 PM

my mum is seriously denying me my computer time.she unplugged my moniter and took the cable cos she was in a bad mood and now cos she cant think of a better excuse,she said she wont return it till i pack my room.wtbfh.bloody pissed off.so now i have to use the com in the hall which i hate.
but i realise not using the comp too much has its perks as well.ive had more time to start on my 17 library books and watch more tv.so it's not all bad.except for the fact that all my songs are in my com so im kinda musically deprived right now.

Wednesday, October 11, 2006,1:03 PM

WEE JIA MIN IS MY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY GOOD FRIEND.SHE IS MY PRETTIEST, FUNNIEST, CUTEST, GOOFIEST, ADORABLEST, WEIRDEST, SMARTEST FRIEND
LEE QI IS...WELL...A PICTURE SAYS A THOUSAND WORDS

A VERY CUTE PIG :)

Tuesday, October 10, 2006,12:25 PM

Thanks for all the invitations to go out today people.Sorry I had to turn you guys down but somehow my idea of unwinding after the exam is lying alone at home with a coke in one hand and a book in the other.And maybe a few solid hours on the computer.And television.I know it's horribly antisocial and I'm sorry.But thanks anyway.
Disclaimer:From this point onwards, the author of this post will be spouting delirious nonsense due to a concussion and brain damage caused by excessive,sudden and violent bodily convulsions and the horror of nearly having her jacket ripped into shreds.The words that follow are a result of her mania and random tapping of the keyboard.Any letters strung together to form existent English words with correct spacing and punctuation is purely coincidental and unpremeditated and should not be taken seriously.
Seriously.
VERA SHAW IS MY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY GOOD FRIEND.SHE IS MY FANTASTICEST, BESTEST, SPECTACULAREST, WONDERFULLEST, FANTABULOUSTEST FRIEND.
ALSO, ALIENS FROM THE ANDROMEDA GALAXY HAVE DRILLED HOLES IN MY CRANIUM AND ORDERED ME TO EXTERMINATE THE POPULATION OF MATHEMATICS TEACHERS IN "SINGAPORE".I HAD BETTER GET STARTED BEFORE THEY PUT JESSICA SIMPSON'S ALBUM ON LOOP AND INSERT IT INTO MY BRAIN.

Friday, October 06, 2006,11:13 AM

Lit was erm,ok I guess.We had to write like 4 essays in 1 1/2 hours so we were pretty much dead tired by the end of it.The prose was quite ok but the poem was slightly harder.Lots of people made really weird interpretations.And in the prose (which was an extract from Wuthring Heights) there was a description of a house near and "edge" and Jacqueline said that that's a pun on Heathcliff's name.LMAO.
Dammit.2 more exams to go.I almost wish I'd taken bio-chem just so I can end the EOYs one day earlier.

Wednesday, October 04, 2006,1:27 PM

Chem was horrible.Don't wanna think about it.
Mr Paul Tan is such a weird guy.He kept whistling All I Want for Christmas while looking very pleased with himself and failing to hit the high notes.
No exam for me tomorrow :D Next exam is lit on friday and there isn't ~~anything~~ much to study anyway so I can start math and physics prep and take a little time to slack off :)
Going to see my Grandma today.Haven't visited her since Sunday.She's been transferred to some cancer centre and my Aunt who's living in Paris came all the way back to see her yesterday.My mum said that Grandma's really old and there isn't a cure for cancer and there isn't much we can do for her.On top of that she's got a collapsed lung now thanks to that useless shmuck of a doctor.She doesn't know she has cancer yet.Don't know when my mum's gonna tell her.I just don't want her to have to suffer before she goes :'(